Rough start…
I always put myself in the position to depend on people knowing that there is no one in this world I can depend on but myself. I’m depending on me and Nieja is depending on me…and maybe…my mother and sister are depending on me. It’s too much sometimes.
My shift today was supposed to start ar 4. I almost didn’t make it…because I was let down once again. But I did, and as soon as I got here I asked for undertime until 4:30. So what of I lost $7.50…I need a little more time to calm down.
These next 2 1/2 - 3 months are going to go by so slow…but maybe thats a good thing because I have so much to do and so much more money to save.
I don’t know if this even makes sense. But oh well. I haven’t posted in a really long time. What has been going on with me? Me an Kimanie…although we were not much of anything…are done. For like the past month. Ummm…I have a crush on this guy at work lol. Thats about to be over soon. Jay is still somewhat around although he has clarified that he does not have a GF, just a friend with a baby…whatever that meand. Not that I care. Nieja is still the most amazing child ever…we were in the ER last week, but everything is okay. And…Maria is still in LA…
My life is not going the way I want it to…yet. Soon though.
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